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  ALSO BY CRISTINA HENRÍQUEZ

  Come Together, Fall Apart

  The World in Half

  This is a Borzoi Book Published by Alfred A. Knopf

  Copyright © 2014 by Cristina Henríquez

  All rights reserved. Published in the United States by Alfred A. Knopf, a division of Random House LLC, New York, and in Canada by Bond Street Books, a division of Random House of Canada, Limited, Toronto, Penguin Random House Companies.

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  Grateful acknowledgment is made to The Permissions Company, Inc., for permission to reprint an excerpt from “Poem After Carlos Drummond de Andrade” from Nightworks: Poems 1962–2000 by Marvin Bell. Copyright © 1990 by Marvin Bell. Reprinted by permission of The Permissions Company, Inc., on behalf of Copper Canyon Press, www.coppercanyonpress.org.

  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Henríquez, Cristina, 1977–

  The book of unknown Americans : a novel / Cristina Henríquez. —First Edition.

  pages cm

  “This is a Borzoi Book.”

  ISBN 978-0-385-35084-6 (hardcover : alk. paper)

  ISBN 978-0-385-35085-3 (eBook)

  1. Teenagers—Fiction. 2. Immigrants—Fiction. 3.

  Delaware—Fiction. I. Title.

  PS3608.E565B66 2014

  813′.6—dc23 2013022215

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  Jacket painting by Elizabeth Mayville

  Jacket design by Kelly Blair

  v3.1

  For my father, Pantaleón Henríquez III

  Let us all be from somewhere.

  Let us tell each other everything we can.

  — BOB HICOK, “A PRIMER”

  Contents

  Cover

  Other Books by This Author

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Epigraph

  Chapter 1 - Alma

  Chapter 2 - Mayor

  Chapter 3 - Rafael Toro

  Chapter 4 - Alma

  Chapter 5 - Mayor

  Chapter 6 - Benny Quinto

  Chapter 7 - Alma

  Chapter 8 - Mayor

  Chapter 9 - Gustavo Milhojas

  Chapter 10 - Alma

  Chapter 11 - Mayor

  Chapter 12 - Quisqueya Solís

  Chapter 13 - Alma

  Chapter 14 - Mayor

  Chapter 15 - Adolfo “Fito” Angelino

  Chapter 16 - Alma

  Chapter 17 - Mayor

  Chapter 18 - Nelia Zafón

  Chapter 19 - Alma

  Chapter 20 - Mayor

  Chapter 21 - José Mercado

  Chapter 22 - Alma

  Chapter 23 - Mayor

  Chapter 24 - Micho Alvarez

  Chapter 25 - Alma

  Chapter 26 - Mayor

  Chapter 27 - Alma

  Chapter 28 - Arturo Rivera

  Acknowledgments

  A Note About the Author

  Reading Group Guide

  Alma

  Back then, all we wanted was the simplest things: to eat good food, to sleep at night, to smile, to laugh, to be well. We felt it was our right, as much as it was anyone’s, to have those things. Of course, when I think about it now, I see that I was naïve. I was blinded by the swell of hope and the promise of possibility. I assumed that everything that would go wrong in our lives already had.

  THIRTY HOURS AFTER crossing the border, we arrived, the three of us in the backseat of a red pickup truck that smelled of cigarette smoke and gasoline.

  “Wake up,” I whispered, nudging Maribel as the driver turned into a parking lot.

  “Hmmm?”

  “We’re here, hija.”

  “Where?” Maribel asked.

  “Delaware.”

  She blinked at me in the dark.

  Arturo was sitting on the other side of us. “Is she okay?” he asked.

  “Don’t worry,” I said. “She’s fine.”

  It was just after sunset and darkness bled in from the outer reaches of the sky. A few minutes earlier, we’d been on a busy road, driving through four-way intersections, past strip malls and fast-food restaurants, but as we neared the apartment building, all of that had given way. The last thing I saw before we turned onto the long gravel lane that led to the parking lot was an abandoned auto body shop, its hand-painted sign on the ground, propped up against the gray stucco facade.

  The driver parked the truck and lit another cigarette. He’d been smoking the whole trip. It gave him something to do with his mouth, I guess, since he’d made it clear from the moment he picked us up in Laredo that he wasn’t interested in conversation.

  Arturo climbed out first, straightened his cowboy hat, and surveyed the building. Two stories, made of cinder blocks and cement, an outdoor walkway that ran the length of the second floor with metal staircases at either end, pieces of broken Styrofoam in the grass, a chain-link fence along the perimeter of the lot, cracks in the asphalt. I had expected it to be nicer. Something with white shutters and red bricks, something with manicured shrubs and flower boxes in the windows. The way American houses looked in movies. This was the only option Arturo’s new job had given us, though, and I told myself we were lucky to have it.

  Silently, in the dim and unfamiliar air, we unloaded our things: plastic trash bags packed with clothes and sheets and towels; cardboard boxes filled with dishes wrapped in newspaper; a cooler crammed with bars of soap, bottles of water, cooking oil, and shampoo. During the drive we had passed a television set on the curb, and when he saw it, the driver braked hard and backed up. “You want it?” he asked us. Arturo and I looked at each other in confusion. “The television?” Arturo asked. The driver said, “You want it, take it.” Arturo said, “It’s not stealing?” The driver snorted. “People throw away everything in the United States. Even things that are still perfectly good.” Later, when he stopped again and pointed to a discarded kitchen table, and later again at a mattress propped up like a sliding board against someone’s mailbox, we understood what to do and loaded them into the truck.

  After we carried everything up the rusted metal staircase to our apartment, after we found the key the landlord had left for us, taped to the threshold of the door, Arturo went back down to pay the driver. He gave him half the money we had. Gone. Just like that. The driver put the bills in his pocket and flicked his cigarette out the window. “Good luck,” I heard him say before he drove off.

  INSIDE THE APARTMENT, Arturo flipped the light switch on the wall and a bare bulb in the ceiling flashed on. The linoleum floors were dingy and worn. Every wall was painted a dark mustard yellow. There were two windows—a large one at the front and a smaller one at the back in the only bedroom—both covered by plastic sheets held in place with tape, the wood casings warped and splintered. Across the hall from the bedroom was a bathroom with a baby blue sink, a toilet ringed with rust, and an upright shower stall with neither a door nor a curtain. At first glance, the kitchen was better—it was bigger, at least—though the stove burners were wrapped in aluminum foil and bedsheets had been stapled over the lower cabinets in place of doors. An old refrigerator stood in the corner, its doors wide open. Arturo walked over to it and poked his head inside.

  “Is this what smells?” he asked. “¡Huácala!”

  The whole place reeked of mildew and, faintly, of fis
h.

  “I’ll clean it in the morning,” I said, as Arturo closed the doors.

  I glanced at Maribel standing next to me. She was expressionless, as usual, clutching her notebook to her chest. What did she make of all this? I wondered. Did she understand where we were?

  We didn’t have the energy to unpack or brush our teeth or even to change our clothes, so after we looked around we slapped our newly acquired mattress on the floor in the bedroom, crawled on top of it, and closed our eyes.

  For nearly an hour, maybe more, I lay there listening to the soft chorus of Maribel’s and Arturo’s long, even breaths. In and out. In and out. The surge of possibility. The tug of doubt. Had we done the right thing, coming here? Of course, I knew the answer. We had done what we had to do. We had done what the doctors told us. I stacked my hands on top of my stomach and told myself to breathe. I relaxed the muscles in my face, slackened my jaw. But we were so far from anything familiar. Everything here—the sour air, the muffled noises, the depth of the darkness—was different. We had bundled up our old life and left it behind, and then hurtled into a new one with only a few of our things, each other, and hope. Would that be enough? We’ll be fine, I told myself. We’ll be fine. I repeated it like a prayer until finally I fell asleep, too.

  WE WOKE in the morning bewildered and disoriented, glancing at one another, darting our gaze from wall to wall. And then we remembered. Delaware. Over three thousand kilometers from our home in Pátzcuaro. Three thousand kilometers and a world away.

  Maribel rubbed her eyes.

  “Are you hungry?” I asked.

  She nodded.

  “I’ll make breakfast,” I said.

  “We don’t have any food,” Arturo mumbled. He was sitting bleary-eyed on the mattress, his elbows on his knees.

  “We can get some,” I said.

  “Where?” he asked.

  “Wherever they sell food.”

  But we had no idea where to go. We stepped out of the apartment into the bright sun and the damp early-morning air—Arturo wearing his hat, Maribel wearing the sunglasses that the doctor had suggested she use to help ease her headaches—and walked down the gravel drive that led to the main road. When we came to it, Arturo stopped and stroked his mustache, glancing in both directions.

  “What do you think?” he asked.

  I peered past him as a car sped by, making a soft whooshing sound. “Let’s try this way,” I said, pointing to the left for no reason.

  Between the three of us, we knew only the most minimal English, words and phrases we had picked up from the tourists that traveled to Pátzcuaro and in the shops that catered to them, and we couldn’t read the signs above the storefronts as we passed them, so we peered in every window along the way to see what was inside. For the next twenty minutes, flat glass fronts, one after another. A beauty supply store with racks of wigs in the window, a carpet store, a Laundromat, an electronics store, a currency exchange. And then, finally, on the corner of a busy intersection, we came to a gas station, which we knew better than to pass up.

  We walked past the pumps, toward the front door. Outside, a teenaged boy stood slouched against the wall, holding the nose of a skateboard. I could feel him watching us as we approached. He had on a loose black T-shirt and jeans that were frayed at the hems. Dark brown hair, bluntly cut, brushed forward past his hairline. An inky blue tattoo that snaked up the side of his neck from beneath the collar of his shirt.

  I elbowed Arturo.

  “What?” Arturo said.

  I nodded toward the boy.

  Arturo looked over. “It’s okay,” he said, but I could feel him pushing my back as we passed the boy, ushering Maribel and me into the gas station with a certain urgency.

  Inside, we scanned the metal shelves for anything that we recognized. Arturo claimed at one point that he had found salsa, but when I picked up the jar and looked through the glass bottom, I laughed.

  “What?” he asked.

  “This isn’t salsa.”

  “It says ‘salsa,’ ” he insisted, pointing to the word on the paper label.

  “But look at it,” I said. “Does it look like salsa to you?”

  “It’s American salsa.”

  I held up the jar again, shook it a little.

  “Maybe it’s good,” Arturo said.

  “Do they think this is what we eat?” I asked.

  He took the jar from me and put it in the basket. “Of course not. I told you. It’s American salsa.”

  By the time we finished shopping, we had American salsa, eggs, a box of instant rice, a loaf of sliced bread, two cans of kidney beans, a carton of juice, and a package of hot dogs that Maribel claimed she wanted.

  At the register, Arturo arranged everything on the counter and unfolded the money he’d been carrying in his pocket. Without saying a word, he handed the cashier a twenty-dollar bill. The cashier slid it into the drawer of the register and reached his open hand out to us. Arturo lifted the blue plastic shopping basket off the floor and turned it over to show that it was empty. The cashier said something and flexed his outstretched hand, so Arturo gave him the basket, but the cashier only dropped the basket behind the counter.

  “What’s wrong?” I asked Arturo.

  “I don’t know,” he said. “I gave him the money, didn’t I? Is there something else we’re supposed to do?”

  People had lined up behind us, and they were craning their necks now to see what was going on.

  “Should we give him more?” I asked.

  “More? I gave him twenty dollars already. We’re only getting a few things.”

  Someone in line shouted impatiently. Arturo turned to look, but didn’t say anything. What must we look like to people here? I wondered. Speaking Spanish, wearing the same rumpled clothes we’d been in for days.

  “Mami?” Maribel said.

  “It’s okay,” I told her. “We’re just trying to pay.”

  “I’m hungry.”

  “We’re getting you food.”

  “Where?”

  “Here.”

  “But we have food in México.”

  The woman behind me in line, her sunglasses on top of her blond hair, tapped me on the shoulder and asked something. I nodded at her and smiled.

  “Just give him more money,” I said to Arturo.

  Someone in line shouted again.

  “Mami?” Maribel said.

  “I’m going to take her outside,” I told Arturo. “It’s too much commotion for her.”

  A bell tinkled as Maribel and I walked out, and before the door even closed behind us, I saw the boy again, still slouched against the wall, holding his skateboard upright. He shifted just slightly at the sight of us, and I watched as his gaze turned to Maribel, looking her up and down, approvingly, coolly, with hooded eyes.

  I was used to people looking at her. It had happened often in Pátzcuaro. Maribel had the kind of beauty that reduced people to simpletons. Once upon a time grown men would break into smiles as she walked past. The boys in her school would come to the house, shoving each other awkwardly when I opened the door, asking if she was home. Of course, that was before the accident. She looked the same now as she always had, but people knew—almost everyone in our town knew—that she had changed. They seemed to believe she was no longer worthy of their attention or maybe that it was wrong to look at her now, that there was something perverse about it, and they averted their gaze.

  But this boy looked. He looked because he didn’t know. And the way he looked made me uncomfortable.

  I pulled Maribel closer and edged us backwards.

  The boy took a step toward us.

  I moved back again, holding Maribel’s elbow. Where was Arturo? Wasn’t he done by now?

  The boy picked up his skateboard, tucking it under his arm, and started toward us, when suddenly—¡Gracias a Dios!—the gas station door opened. Arturo walked out, holding a plastic bag in one hand and shaking his head.

  “Arturo!” I called.
/>   “Twenty-two dollars!” he said when he saw me. “Can you believe that? Do you think they took advantage of us?”

  But I didn’t care how much money we had spent. I lifted my chin enough so that Arturo caught my meaning and glanced behind him. The boy was still standing there, staring at the three of us now. Arturo turned back around slowly.

  “Are you ready?” he asked Maribel and me a little too loudly, as if speaking at such a volume would scare the boy off.

  I nodded, and Arturo walked over, shifting the bag as he clasped Maribel’s arm and put one hand on the small of my back.

  “Just walk,” he whispered to me. “It’s fine.”

  The three of us started toward the road, doubling back in the direction from which we had come, heading toward home.

  Mayor

  We heard they were from México.

  “Definitely,” my mom said, staring at them through our front window as they moved in. “Look at how short they are.” She let the curtain fall back in place and walked to the kitchen, wiping her hands on the dish towel slung over her shoulder.

  I looked, but all I saw was three people moving through the dark, carrying stuff from a pickup truck to unit 2D. They cut across the headlights of the truck a few times, and I made out their faces, but only long enough to see a mom, a dad, and a girl about my age.

  “So?” my dad asked when I joined him and my mom at the dinner table.

  “I couldn’t really see anything,” I said.

  “Do they have a car?”

  I shook my head. “The truck’s just dropping them off, I think.”

  My dad sawed off a piece of chicken and stuffed it in his mouth. “Do they have a lot of things?” he asked.

  “It didn’t seem like it.”

  “Good,” my dad said. “Maybe they are like us, then.”

  WE HEARD FROM Quisqueya Solís that their last name was Rivera.

  “And they’re legal,” she reported to my mom over coffee one afternoon. “All of them have visas.”

  “How do you know?” my mom asked.

  “That’s what Nelia told me. She heard it from Fito. Apparently the mushroom farm is sponsoring them.”